

God_death of friendsSometimes i wonder why God puts me through hard times why does he make me want to cry. Losing a Best friend to sucide,God_death of friends
finding out that your grandmother is about to die. I sit and think
with all this anger inside. How can you let me watch a little boy die. I dont want to watch my Dad's friend drink himself to death someone
that i call my other Dad. Never knowing if hes going to be ok if he lives for another day.Why must i care about the world and the wars watching our soldiers be killed fighting for our Country. Why must drugs override my friends' lives. im a soldier at heart. i take this hurt and times that G


Painstheres a pain in my chest that wont seem to go away. . . everything seems to be the same im feeling the pain getting harder and harder the more i breath. wanting to go off onPains
someone but instead i keep it all in. wont go away or even ease up damn man i really do feel like giving up. feeling like a failure in my parents eyes. . . just wondering why they cant compamisse with who i am putting more pain in my chest. really wanting to disappear. . . i stick around awhile to see if things will change..but it all stays the same.


who am iwho am i, looking in the mirror, looking deeper into my eyes.. just trying to find who am i.who am i
Dont know what or where i came from dont really even know what im doing here... all i keep seeing is this face in the mirror.
am i losing my mind or am i actually starting to disappear.. going insane, cutting my face to see if im awake, wanting to lose so much weight, wanting to be perfect and to fit in just right. who am i, this figure in the damn mirror so scared and so worthless
that it takes the knife to her wrist to make pain fly by. i stop the clock to make time stand by


making me feel goodmaking me feel good,making me feel good
no pressure yet to come, swollowing my pride no more.
making me feel good, touching me the way a goddess would be , loving the breath of you on my delicate skin.
like an animal lost in the forest, im lost for words.. making me feel good, holding my hand and entering my heart, your in my soul always and forever.
never knowing this feeling
all so lost in your arms, never to slip away... holding you perciously.. never willing to let go
making me feel good, the words you say to me making feel lik


My AmendsFalling through the streets Of the unknown side of life Kept hold by legends and visions The sights of the victims down the streetMy Amends
So many apparitions Looked over by the supposedly sane As they lie bodiless in a gutter Restrained by the worlds missed Appalled by the serene sickness And then I saw you Gazing to a missing horror
Such sadness in your pale face Taunting with the opaque tears Falling to the old side in the ruse of a falling rain
I can not reach you If I’m here than you just can’t let go Or are you just reaching out
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fear is fate and fate is what you make it
-me
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